another girly weekend + a cute boy!

Bayohan had to work again this weekend in some projects he has and I stayed at Fonsy's again :) I really enjoy spending time with her and Gabby.
We went to watch a really bad movie, but had a lot of fun and laughed sooo much, I really needed and missed that!
Girly time is the best, specially if you add this cute boy!

FFF- Adventures

Guess who went to Los Cacaos for the first time last weekend, my sweet Godson Gabby (his mommy and daddy were also there but who cares :p) we took them to the river and he gave his Nina much needed loves and cuddles!



I was happy to have them all there even if it was only for a couple of hours :)

Bayohan had to go to Los Cacaos and I'm enjoying some girly time* with my best friend (Gabby's mom and ex housemate), I'll be sleeping in my old room, wish I terribly missed for some reason and got a LOT of cuddle time with my sweet Godson :)
I miss Bayo anyways.

*if you consider girly time sitting next to each other both in our laptops :p

Back to FFF :)

I will continue doing FFF the weekends I am home (everyother one) because we still dont have internet access at Los Cacaos.

FFF moved to another blog, so click here to check out other entries :)

I'm still cameraless, but Bayo took this pic with his cellphone of my mother's bday, I really love this picture because she was sooo happy that day, she wasnt expecting us to come and we took her to a restaurant in the beach and was surprised when they brought the dessert and played Happy Birthday for her.

Hopefully we will buy a new camera soon, but for now bad quality photos is what we have :p

Breaks my heart!

I really love children, and people usually know that about me.
The mom's at Los Cacaos like to go to my office, they say I am the "Children's Doctor", since we dont have a pediatrician and I always have kids around me I've become just that!
It breaks my heart into a thousand pieces when they start crying as soon as they see me or when I go near to hear their hearts or lungs they start saying no, no, no! :(
They usually end up leaving with a smile because I try really hard to show them that it's ok and that going to the doctor's office isnt that bad, plus I have lollypops ;)
But it still breaks my heart :/

TTC

I didnt wanted to go deep into what's been going on, but I use this blog not only to share our journey as a family but also to keep track for my own selve :)
We started TTC two month ago, I am using Metformin (wich is a non insulin dependent drug or type 2 diabetes drug) but I am using it to help me ovulate and also Clomiphen at first 50mg and now 100mg (because we found out thru' a sonogram that my folicles where really small, they are supposed to be 20mm but mine are 8mm. I am also using Pregnacare conception, a vitamin.
Next month I will be doing 100mg of Clomiphen plus 1500mg of Metformin and a sonogram if my folicles are big enough I will get a trigger shot (to know exactly when I ovulate).
Please pray for big folicles for us next month :)

We are home for my mother's bday (yesterday), so we are leaving to Los Cacaos today :)
I've been a little down lately with the whole TTC, because it really stresses me so much even when I am trying SOOO hard not to think or stress about it I just cant help it :/
Any tips on how to relax about it?
I know it will come but I just hate the waiting :/