Roller Coaster...

We are moving into the house I talked about, this is like a roller coaster, but the ride is over and we'll be living there sometime next week.
Just need to finish painting and cleaning and hopefully on my day off next week we'll sleep on our house :)
I started working and so far I am loving my new job, but I miss my patients from Los Cacaos.
We went to visit last sunday and felt all that love they've always had for us!
Hopefully after we finish moving I will settle back to a more normal organized routine, I also miss bloging and baking!

Reality!

I was reading a blog the other day where the author was criticized on one of the comments for not being real or bragging about a perfect life, that happened because usually her post are about good things going on in her life. This made me think a lot!I tried to be as “real” as possible here as I “can” but really how much do people expect you to share, of course my life is not perfect, I really don’t think anyone has a perfect life, but why share the bad stuff, why make it a part of your life so important that you feel the “need” to share. I have share before how much it upsets me not getting pregnant or my miscarriage, it still does, but do I have to share every little detail? Or talk about it in every single post?!
Is ok to be sad, mad, to recognize your partner is not perfect, but do we need to share every dirty laundry out in public? NO, I believe we DON’T!
I was talking to a dear friend of mine the other day about Bayohán, she ended up saying how she wished things would be that way with her husband, I quickly jumped out and said: NO don’t say that!, Bayohán is far from perfect, no one is! I just rather think and share the good things he has and the many blessings we have in our life, if you sit down and think of all the positive things your husband have you could make a list and you will see why he is that person you fell in love with, but it is even easier to make a negative list, but why do that, why?!
Like when you look at photos of the holidays and everyone is smiling, of course things went wrong that day, your uncle got drunk or the food got burned, you remember! But when you look at the picture you see how everyone is smiling and what a good time you had…
In the end I rather remember the good stuff!

Still alive...

I've been kind of absent lately, but there is so much going on right now.
My sister is here for her wedding, I havent seen her in 4 years!!!
So I will be back full mode on april, there is a lot of good things going on at Los Cacaos that I am sure you will all be happy to hear about!

Bayohan had to go to Los Cacaos and I'm enjoying some girly time* with my best friend (Gabby's mom and ex housemate), I'll be sleeping in my old room, wish I terribly missed for some reason and got a LOT of cuddle time with my sweet Godson :)
I miss Bayo anyways.

*if you consider girly time sitting next to each other both in our laptops :p

Breaks my heart!

I really love children, and people usually know that about me.
The mom's at Los Cacaos like to go to my office, they say I am the "Children's Doctor", since we dont have a pediatrician and I always have kids around me I've become just that!
It breaks my heart into a thousand pieces when they start crying as soon as they see me or when I go near to hear their hearts or lungs they start saying no, no, no! :(
They usually end up leaving with a smile because I try really hard to show them that it's ok and that going to the doctor's office isnt that bad, plus I have lollypops ;)
But it still breaks my heart :/

We are home for my mother's bday (yesterday), so we are leaving to Los Cacaos today :)
I've been a little down lately with the whole TTC, because it really stresses me so much even when I am trying SOOO hard not to think or stress about it I just cant help it :/
Any tips on how to relax about it?
I know it will come but I just hate the waiting :/

Sunday

I’m beginning to have a love-hate relationship with this day, at least every other week, because I really want to go to Los Cacaos and work in what I truly love doing (as a doctor and being able to help someone), but also I really want to stay :(
I feel our weekends here go to fast, I wish I could stay and help prepare my Godson’s first birthday, but I also want to get out of the city to my non-stress life there…you cant have it all can you?
See you everyone in 11 days :)