All over...

I just want to post what is on my mind right now, so I wont forget, I know is all over the place, like things when you have a tiny little one to take care of :) * Last night I was putting one of Liam's pijamas on and it doesnt fit him anymore :o My baby boy is growing up SO fast! I LOVE seeing him grow but I cried a little! * I had Bayo take a 1000 pics of me and Liam until I found a couple I actually love. * Liam is changing so much, he has such a personality, I think he will be a very strong person. We call him The Boss.

* Liam HATES the pacifier (Binky) I try and try to get him to like it but he doesnt, people keep telling me that is better if he doesnt like it, I just wanted to use it to reduce the risk of SIDS.

* Liam started smiling, I havent caught it on camera but I know is really at us and not gas. He smiles when he see our faces after he hasnt in a while, but not if you start trying to get him to, if you try hard he just stares at you like you are crazy.

*Bayo hates if I dress him up in "baby" clothes and says Liam hates it too, he like the "little men" ones. He also tells Liam he wont tell anyone the secret (that Liam is a baby and not a big guy), is kind of cute catching him talking to Liam that way.

* I know he has a LOT of pictures with Binky's on, he just spits them out right after I click!

* Everyone thinks Liam looks like me, but he is a copy of Bayo, they are 2 drops of water, if you look at Bayo's baby pics you only see Liam.

* I started letting him nap in his own room, and he sleeps better :o I think it is because he cant hear, smell or feel me. I miss him when he is napping during the day!

* I dont want to go back to work, I keep praying that something will happen and allow me to stay home for a year.

* I feel so blessed right now in my life, I'm tahnkful each and everyday for my family!

What's up?

I was a guest post at Or So She Says... I did a post about miscarriage, go check it out!

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A lot of things have been going on here, our year at Los Cacaos is over, and we moved back to the city, it was a bittersweet moment, everyone cried, nobody wanted us to leave and neither did we; but we have to start a new chapter in our lifes preparing ourselves for next year (applying for a residence program).
There is so many things I am going to miss...

...specially the people, we were really treated as family there.

I am grateful for the time we spent at Los Cacaos, all the beatiful people that lives there and all the things we learned. We promised we will always go visit!

Back in the city I am looking for a job and place to live, so wish us luck in this new chapter of our lifes!

a new way of thinking!!!

So we (Bayo and I) are watching TV yesterday and there was an interview with a famous Latin singer Thalia, she’s got some english songs too; anyways she said something that hit us both, something that we all know but we don’t ever apply to our lives: “at the end is your live, if you wasted your time concerning about what other people think or say you should do or not, they are not going to be with you at the end of it all, when you are crying alone or regretting something, so only YOU are responsible of your happiness”
We should live life fully and stop worrying so much about making things so perfect, I tend to plan to much, maybe I should just go ahead and take some risks!!! And I will from now on!!
And I leave you here with some new updates on baby Gabby (I am a proud Godmother right?)He is doing so well and he is chilling all the way :p (I’m loving those “glasses” to protect him from the light).